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Have you ever wondered about growing old? Have you ever thought about getting old, when you are unable to do things on your own? Just recently I have started to observe my parents and grandparents way to closely how they are getting old and how fast we are growing feels like yesterday when we were kids and ask parents to fulfill our dreams wish and do things for us, and now at this point, it feels like we are not only taking care of our self but also taking care of our parents. Those shivering hands, weak eyes, weak hearing, and the repeating of every word, every question is asked twice or thrice, the wet eyes, the white hair, even the eyebrow turn white, the wrinkle faces. I have never seen a beauty like that ever before. Parents are a blessing and growing old with them is more than a blessing, because yes they fight more than an adult, they create scenes more then the others, while eating food, they drop the food more than babies, and yes they don’t agree to what you ...

Imtiaz Super Market There are nothing and no feeling worse than being depressed . Depression is not just a medical illness; it is like a swamp where you keep sinking. It’s like somebody is constantly pulling your leg and you can’t shove them off. Throughout the day you have to pretend that you’re okay… that you’re fine. You have to constantly smile and greet, work and reach your targets and do all this while internally, you can’t even breathe. You just want to lie in your bed and cry. Sometimes not even cry, just be quiet. So quiet that people forget you even exist. That even you forget you exist. Unfortunately, life doesn’t work that way. No matter how much you would rather want to disappear and not have to deal with any relation, any worldly responsibility, any pressure… time doesn’t stop for anyone. No matter what it is that you faced, no matter how horrible it was… you have to stand up and get back on your feet. You have to live your life again. I know it seem...

Alas! The bless month has passed, and trust me when I say that Ramadan has ended way too quickly, feels like there was a lot to do, a lot to offer, a lot to ask, but nothing happens, as we all were so busy in working and home stuff that we couldn’t properly manage the time for prayers. Ramadan is not about cooking or doing kinds of stuff, its all about the prayers we do, the forgiveness that we all asks… but no matter how or what we do, Ramzan always gives us soft and healthy feels, and when we don’t fully fill or do properly, like miss some prayers or don’t read Quran, then we all feel bit complicated, personally, I regret, not fulfilling the Ramzan core. Eid and Eid holidays, Didn’t you all feel that everything is finishing way too quickly? Like time passing rapidly, the world is just running so fast that even when you sleep you are missing on a lot…?? I personally feel that even when I sleep, I am losing everything. Although because of summers, I was like when would th...